I absolutely crave for pictures like these.

No not the holding hands and stuff.
It was the quality, the colour, the editing and the person who take this shots is one hell of a good photographer.
I might want to be a photographer in future :D
See i will lead such a simple life. Heh.
And and, not forgetting.
I wanna conquer photoshop!

*mum and dad's watching American Idol omg that asshole don't join la. sing like crap. I can even sing better than him. shut up la spoil my ears. OMGIMSUCHAMEANIE!

Ah lama tak fangirl XD
OMO SeungRi was such a fan of JunSu. I didn't know o.O
and somehow it's so sweet.

Shindong: Why do you like Xiah Junsu so much?! Why do you want to get to know him so much?!

Seungri: I got to like Xiah Junsu hyung because .... DBSK are a very idol group that everyone adores. I saw Xiah Junsu hyung singing live. He puts his soul into it. And it looked so good that he sang with so much passion and love. As a viwer you could see all that. As a person who was growing dreams to become a singer, I felt attracted to him as a dongsaeng. I tried talking to him a couple of times but it was .. really ... awkward.

Shindong: Let's do a audio message.

Seungri: Big Bang and DBSK. They seem like a group that might get along but not really- they're like oil and water. But one day I saw DBSk's live and I saw one of the lead singers- Xiah Junsu hyung, singing with so much passion and he was an inspiration to me who was dreaming to become a singer. I wanted to get closer to him, but he liked the other members. I saw him talking to Daesung hyung over the phone. I saw him Taeyang hyung texting with Xiah Junsu hyung - about spending the nights together. *"cries"*

Shinyoung: Don't cry. Let it out.

Seungri: Xiah Junsu hyung, in the future please know my feelings for you/heart towards you. Please make me feel welcome next time we meet.

Shindong: That's really tearjerking.

Shinyoung: Junsu-sshi, I hope you become closer to Seungri.
credits to fangirlmitz

For the audio, go to Fangirlmitz.blogspot.

And i seriously did hear SeungRi sobbing while talking. But i really think JunSu is someone worth loving that much for O:

I actually don't like people go tattoo their bodies and stuff but this is pretty much with meanings. It was Jae's back. No not because it was Jae. Go to http://www.soycheesee.blogspot.com/ for the descriptions. I really like the words curve that way.

I guess i should go to sleep now.
Gotta check out Skype for AiChia :D
Byebye and gotta work hard on piano!

p.s. Why am i always treated this way? I deserve better!

I'm total lame with weird perspective of life and i don't think anyone else could ever accept the way i am besides my family and myself :)