cinnamonlove,
I'm the mummei of de famileiii XD
Thursday, July 31, 2008, 7:36 PM

X F.T. Island - 사랑하는 법을 몰라서


Today was extremely FUN!
Sad szeyen isn't there :/. But her soul's with us. Heh. Alright, went to Huiyean's house after school. For the cake as i said at the past post. The cake for nice. It's Blueberry Cheesecake :D. I'm glad we've make it. But mostly done by Anqi and I. Eve and Minli's on other work and Huiyean bath extremely loooonnng! Bla Weijia's & Anqi's masterpiece. LOL. Seriously i'm like the mum of the family. Among my friends la. Cause i have to do everything. They're like, 'Weijia can i taste some?','Jia is this the right way?' or maybe 'Jia i'm hungry la'. Then you know what i gotta do? I gotta cook for them. But dunno why, I'm glad doin those. Maybe is because when we're F5, there won't be any much time for us to be together. Appreciate while we got. But, trials near. And i can't believe we're spending so much time not studying HA HA. I hope Aichia appreciates everything we've done for her. De photoalbum, de cake, and of course, our love for her. Took a few pictures but is not with me now. Maybe will upload it next time. OHYEah one more thing. Anqi's goin to genting this sat. SHE IS GOING THERE FOR THE MTV ASIA AWARDS THINGY! WTF super junior wehhhhh! >< Btw, the song i'm listening now, nice ^^. And sadly, Jae dyed his hair red :(. Is nice but i prefer his blonde. I meant i like guys in blonde wert. GRRR


Oh still looking good anyway :D



Tohoshinki at A-Nation

I will miss today ;)








Saddening, yes it is
Wednesday, July 30, 2008, 6:03 PM

X F.T. Island - Until You Come Back


Tears falls.
I am goddamn sad today. Very sad. Aichia says she might leave Ipoh for Singapore next year. I got so speechless when she said so. Minli and Anqi too. Eve was far away. And Huiyean try to make the atmosphere not so moody. Then, Minli burst into tears. I tried not to but i cried too. Followed by Anqi. Then to Aichia herself. Huiyean's very tough, i know. And eve, emotionless as usual. I'll miss Aichia when she leaves. That's for sure. And seriously we dunno what to do. We used to hang out together during school days and when she leaves, there won't be time like those anymore. Laughter she brougth to us. Problems we face together. i'm gonna cry soon :/. Sometimes i really felt, friends really meant alot to me. TOO IMPORTANT to me. And when they leave, i'm like out of way. Dunno where to go next. I seriously ... don't know.


F.R.I.E.N.D.S are meant to be forever.
i'll make that be true, i swear.
to my beloved besties, eveszeyenminlianqiaichiahuiyean <3


Btw, going to Huiyean's house for de baking party tomorrow. Shhh aichia dunno this. Just a surprise for her. And i'm praying hard that the cake will turn out perfect, or maybe just nice :D.




No turning back in life
Monday, July 28, 2008, 4:33 PM

X Girls' Generation - Baby Baby


I lead a normal school day life today. Haas cause last week was goddamn busy and no time for me to be in the class and no time for me to be with my friends. Yeah i miss their laughter and is back now :D
They all damn bad wan lorh. Made me cried today. They were saying what if we all leave school when we're 17? I can't stop myself from crying cause seriously i'll miss them like crazy and dunno what to do. Minli cried too. Deng cry for nothing today.

Btw, SNSD not that bad cause i dl some of their songs today noway i'm gonna get their album xP .I can't stand it cause those korean fans say how great they are and i wanna know. Know why i dl? Cause i don't want to hate them. I don't want to hate anyone cause not good right? bla i'm an angel without wings xD. I meant they're from SM Entertainment wert but wasted, they are all bitches! Don't watch their MV. Just listen to their songs and you will feel alright. But anyway if their songs were nice also not their commitment wert. Is the composer and staffs. So i would say, Their songs were nice. Not them :D. Not very nice to the extreme tho. I mean i won't listen it over and over again like i listen to dongbang's la. *wink! They are pretty. But sorry. They can't dance, no talent of singing PLUS, they bitch around. eee i hate Tiffany and Jessica. Seohyun too. i will try not to hate you all this much someday, yeah maybe SOMEDAY :D

Haha i don't like today's post. Cause doncha think is like a bunch of nonsense. Bye





I'm broke XD
Sunday, July 27, 2008, 2:39 PM

X Jason Mraz - I'm yours
I'm not yours :D. though i wanted to.
So lame lorh yesterday. Just go to school to dress up like a freak and sing. LAME! Anyway, that royal person, Tuanku Zara, she's pretty. I could say, she's very pretty to me ;O. See. All the stupid preparation only for yesterday. Really damn what la my school. Waste moneyy ni.
Yesterday ain't a good day. But feel alot more better after talking to szeyen. Szeyen asked me something damn sor and i answered her back very sor. She asked me what if hippo's gay? Then i answered her i would be gay too to be her gay partner xD. I know is definitely so goddamn stupid to have such stupid thoughts but just joking la. Haahaa

Today, is GREAT! just went to parade. And bought lotsa lotsa LOTSA DBSK'S POSTERS xO! Mum and dad were great as well. They were like, 'girl girl! there's more here'. 'darling, there's jaejoong's there!'. Seriously i got so high. Though those were fan pan =.= i can't find original ones in ipoh. That's why i hate being in ipoh. Bla! I saw Tohoshinki's Beautiful You/Sennen Kouita singles. I meant now theres Doushite Kimi Wo Suke Ne Natte Shimattan Darou/Box In The Ship singles di and now ipoh ni got the old one. And rm300 for their 1st Live Tour dvd. rm250 for the 'All About TVXQ' dvd. Die la mana boleh afford?? I'm gonna puasa for a month :D. Or maybe i'll try hunting it at sg and see maybe there will be cheaper.

imheffingmuch :O

gotta go help my mum with egg tarts (: bye




Who the hell?!
Friday, July 25, 2008, 3:57 PM

X w-inds - Dedicated to you

SUPER JUNIOR HAPPY!





Sungmin's the cutest in this :D

Leeteuk;dimples

Yesung,

Eunhyuk

& Kangin :]
SuJu's not bad. rofl!


-


SAW CHUI ANN I FEEL LIKE KILLING YOU! argh!
i dunno what to do?? Who the hell she's talking about. She didn't wanto let me know then how? I won't know the truth and live on like a dumbass la. dengz!

School was extremely free today. I skipped class the whole day or i shall say, the teachers skipped the whole day. LOL. Gotta be the shittest day tomorrow. make ups :X. Totally ruining my life la. The costume and stuff. Tralala people, watch me as a clown tomorrow. zzZZ. This time installation day's like sucha big event. Just because someone big's attending. Teachers making a big fuss out of it. So fake lor please. gosok kasut ni. Teachers also liddet how you expect the students not to be liddet also leh?? *to ppl who may concern :)

Mum says she saw a thailand band group on tv just now and there's a guy look like jaejoong. I'm like, really? then she says, 'yeah! he's blonde!'. 'ermm mum? so all guys in blonde is jae?'. Then she give me the moody look XD. But really mah. She keeps on saying everyone looks like jae. Nvm, i forgive ya mum. I know your sight ada sikit prob. Haahaa.

Just, Kim says max lost his first kiss. To jaejoong xD. I dunno why but i can't stop myself from laughing. Bad jae and pity min :DDDD. And she says micky like didn't wash his hair before liddet. Mygod kim is so goddamn funnei! Dongbang is L.O.V.E <3>
I just viewed Kim's blog. And i watch that video of Doushite Kimi Wo Suki Ne Natte Shimattan Darou again. Seriously everytime i watched it, with the translation, really makes me wanna cry wan lorh. Dang sad la. But is really nice, the song.

:D


but there's something sad about dbsk :/. *helpless




doushite?
Thursday, July 24, 2008, 7:53 PM

X Tohoshinki - Box in the ship

Don't find love,
let love find you,
and that's why it's called falling in love,
not cause you made an effort to fall,
but you just fall.

This is so . . . *speechless.
So tired today. Wasted half day in school doing nothing. Practically we hang around. Talking. Eating. And erm, friends emo-ing? lol. Rehearsal so many time for what? Hiu! Keep on singing the same song for what? HIU! lame shit la i tell you. I hate make ups! Seriously doncha think it's so annoying. A extra layer on your face. And pn yamini. DON'T LET HER MAKE UP FOR YAH! you're gonna scream for your life. I'm escaping from her today. There's one of the choir member's face looks like crap no offence la but it looks like a monkey's ass XD. Pn yamini says she want us to look shocking. Bleh i ain't gonna be your victim :D.

i cannot talk to michelle for more than 5 minutes. i'll die!
She's like, 'omg my bottle's nicer than urs'. 'omg jaejoong's mine'. 'omg i got all dbsk's album and you dont'.
And i'm gonna say 'OMG YOU SUCK!' . kaas
and there's some bitch out there, just don't have the class to be a fan of dongbang. Again, they sucks. Plus, I really can't make myself like snsd. Cause they totally SUCKS TOO!


:)


Btw, i smiled to that person. Just a lil crap makes a part of my heart smiles. Like wtf. Lmao. And when i reached home, i'm so regret my god. Regret for that moment in school today. Szeyen knows what is it. Argh! ohyeah. Tohoshinki's box in the ship really dang nice. Not for all but i like it. Ciao! *smiles

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTVWXYZ.
Hmmmmm i'm missing a letter.
Oh yeah! i'm missing -U-
Lol amandapan :D




Oh dongbang's the BEST! :D
Tuesday, July 22, 2008, 4:56 PM

Currently playing: Koda Kumi - Go Together
this is tohoshinki getting first on oricon daily chart (16/7). See johnhoon's name? He's the guy who acts in princess hours. The blonde guy. I call him jeonghoon ;]. Congrats him too. -credits to weeteng.
Go listen my blogsite's song. Box in the ship by Tohoshinki :D
I like it. Haas

Tohoshinki Hwaiting~!


And i just viewed jiale's blog. Tohoshinki's 1st on the Oricon Chart weekly! Omg goddamn proud of them. See them shine? ^^. TOHOSHINKI RAWKS YOH! I know* ;P.
Michelle's exceptionally good today. Cause she gave me changminnie's poster. Haas. I want the jaejoong's one, but she's keeping that for herself. Yunho's to suchi. Micky's to law. Xiah's to her sister and changmin's to me. She got dbsk's also :/. But nvm. I got changmin! LOL. School days are getting bored as usual. Choir's getting boring too. And tiring. Everyday we're singing the same song over and over again. Fustrating ya kno? Argh! plus, choir sucks now. Don't need to audit to get in.

BLA!

So everyone, JOIN! =.=
She sucks too. She yes she. Am i scary or something? She got so freak out when i call her name today. like wtf? She has no life. n o effin l i f e ! Szeyen says she just lose someone special. Special? i don't think it is to her. But she's definitely gonna lose someone irreplaceble. Oh hell. I'm total down. What's her problem la yorrrr?! What's on her mind?? i thought she's smart. Now provent she's not. 'i suka dia?'. please la. Can't a junior treats a senior better and that means that junior is gonna like the senior?? hello hello hello ain't gay man. what like like all? Eeeeeee! ignore this part. I'm just talking to myself cause is like total mess up
Dang dang dang! bye
a memory?





Cherish and grateful *
Sunday, July 20, 2008, 11:45 AM

X Currently playing: Kinki Kids - Anniversary


Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, chuiann! aka miss perasan C:



I watched Cooking? Cooking!(or is is happy? happy!) bla whatever, is nice, Kim asked to watched. Leeteuk seriously goddamn kawaii la my god. And sungmin too. Wasted hangeng's not there. SuJu's working their way up. I heard they are already top in korea o.O *woots. Super Junior M's U is great tho. Their mv. And there's hangeng and siwon :D. gasps Siwon really look hell much alike with Kangta. Twice i'm saying that. Don't believe then go see yourself. Ha ha.

Tuesday is the test for History. As you can see. I'm blogging here yet not studying. Argh care-less. I'm sick of studies, really. So, just wait for PMR calm down much* . Mum and dad went to kl. For a funeral. Dad's cousin, means my uncle. Hmmmmm R.I.P uncle. Life's short. Cherish every part of it. I'm gonna be the mummy in the house for two days since mum's not around and bro sister all useless. Grrr. And yea, there's this singapore friend of mine, she's damn nice. So there's still such nice people on earth :D. She helps me whenever i need. Whatever i ask, she will help if she can. Though i don't know her much but i know she will make a good friend up. THANKS! to weeteng. Oh i forget! Tohoshinki's single released on the 16th of July. That doushite kimi . . . i wonder do they have it at m'sia. Yeeps! Haa. Wanted to post some pictures i saved yesterday but using dad's laptop now. Deng. off i go. Goodbye.

p.s. watched dbsk's happy together at youtube or crunchyroll. Really funny and again changmin talks about han ga in :/




A fangirl's talk ;D
Saturday, July 19, 2008, 1:40 PM

X Super Junior - Hate you, Love you
S
U
P
E
R

J
U
N
I
O
R

Ohyeah i love this song. LOTS! again, the lyric's goddamn touching. Feeling like you gotta hate someone you love awwwwww. Sorrowfull. Hangeng is total loved by me. Suju is. Dongbang's more of course :D

*

I forget to blog about my piano exam on monday. Oh it sucks. The examiner sucks. This time was a woman. My first time having a woman as a examiner and holyshit! she's scary. I guess i would have fail for this examination. Aural sucks. The pedal of the piano sucks too. Diu! Btw, i'm working real hard on Tohoshinki's どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう, on piano. Is sorta complicated. Practice makes perfect ;D*. I can play Tohoshinki's lovin' you already. Altho it ain't too fluent. After doushite ... will work out on Suju's hate you love you. Alright i'm getting to fall in love with my piano again. Haas. So, bye. Gotta go date my piano
XD,Y'




Because tomorrow's coming
Friday, July 18, 2008, 5:25 PM

Currently playing: EXILE - M&A


NEWS got no.1! I couldn't believe that. I meant top mv. Actually, what i could say, i expected that. Haha. Fahrenheit got 2nd xD. Alright, i'm evil. lalala. hmmmmm. Alright i''m happy about it ;D.


School's boring today. Drop dead. And choir, was funny as usual. I like the conductress honestly. She's horribly adorable! Heh. Was wandering around. Nothing to do. And i really regret for goin to school. I wish i could be on my bed that moment. But what to do. Got choir prac. Aish! And just, i watched a preview for starcraft. Anybody knows that? it's a game, for pc. Bro wanted to watched it so i watch with him. Zerg sucks!(a type of alien in the game). They win la. Totally unfair to Protoss and Terran. People, i know you all don't have any idea what i'm talking about cause this game, are not meant for us girls. LOL. Sis gone mad again. She sucks nowadays. Really! Scold the dogs as if they understand. And if they do they won't give a damn too. *bleh. Fhei msged me just now. Shocking much but i miss her alot too. I'm glad we've been sisters for 3years. Ha this sounds stupid. lmao. Btw, TVXQ's Kissしたまま、さよなら, always make me cry when i listen to it. Maybe cause i understand the meaning of it after reading the translation of it and with their feelings, the way they sing, POOF! And Towani, originally by The Gospellers, now singing it with Tohoshinki, totally great. Owh i likeyy :D. Towani means eternally. Sweet much, the lyrics. The Gospellers are great tho. Powerful voice they got. Nanana i'm off for videos.

p.s. ignore the title for today. Is dongbang's asuwakurukara translated :]

Sayonara!





Love you? Love you not
Thursday, July 17, 2008, 4:06 PM

Currently playing: Tohoshinki - I'll be there

Regret?
I regreting alot about the decision i've made. Is it really so hard to ignore rumours? Can't you just don't fuck care whatever people say? Alright, see, you make me curse.

. . .



Was sorta busy at school today. At least there's something to do then being bored and stuff. Choir practice was 'quite' fun i could say. Haas. Not fun, the word funny to replace. That stupid test for History, argh! i ain't prepared. I sleep in class, I'm on the pc or maybe the tv at home. I just don't feel like studying. But no choice la miss. And, again, restless. There's seriously something wondering around in my mind. And, i can't figure out what's that. Maybe some personal stuff again. Ohyeah, bro got so upset today. I'm worried :/. About that huge pond project at home, bro brought some koi fish home. Sadly, one of it jump out but it's save. But bleed abit. Then mum's like, 'ehh. can see? it's bleeding. ouhs' . Then bro said he can't see a thing. Elder bro says, 'Oh forget you're colourblind.' and mum, 'oh ya hor.' Bro got quite sensitive of it and went in his room. I know elder bro and mum didn't meant it. They're just saying it but didn't know my bro's still bothering about that incident. I'm worried of him. But i guess for a moment later, he'll be alright. He's a real tough guy

:)

Btw, Suju's on tv today. Oh hangeng :D. He speaks mandarin and alright, goddamn cute honeyy. I'm quite into suju lately. They can dance. They can sing. And they got what it takes. Hmmmm. BUT, of course, never beat down dongbang. LOL. Siwon seriously look like the twins of kangta. Are they blood related? haha.


p.s. i'm always and definitely true.




to amanda.pan :)
Sunday, July 13, 2008, 6:07 PM

To my dearest one,
Don't apologise to me. Ain't even a bit of your fault. And about those post. Nah forget it. About the 'her and i' story, no longer exist. So not a matter. Pan, your post for me, pretty sweet and serious, i'll cherish every moment we got. So never do things because of me like avoiding her and stuff,although i know you won't but just letting u know :). About joeytheen, i totally don't mean it and my turn to apologise if i ever gave those thoughts to you. Honestly i still care for joey. Don't think i don't. Thanks amandapan.

p.s. ily




Love ain't sweet.
11:48 AM

Currently playing: SunSet Swish - I Love You


Suchi's getting married?!?
I read amanda's blog and suchi's too. Don't freak me out chongsuchi. Hope is just, i could say, something you're happy with but not by accepting it.


-

I love my blogsite's song now. Especially at that guitar part. *phew it give me goosebumps. Xiah's and Jae's voice, as usual, beautiful! And that song i'm listening now. Pretty sweet, the lyrics and likey too :D. Seriously i can't live without music. That's fact no.1 for weijia. Ahaks. There's another band, w-inds, aren't bad tho. KAT-TUN too. Mr.Children too. See, so many for me. My phone's memory card space are too small. 2gigabytes but not enough for all my songs :(. I need a 8gig phone! Yes, waiting for w980. lmao. Hmmmmmm ... there's something that bother me alot. argh D: i miss the way you treat me before than what you are now. A lil bit unfair to me, i felt.

Here's a video, Top 20 wedding song and Tohoshinki got no.14 :D


Btw, i like to eat sweet stuff alot lately. Maybe i'm too tasteless. Haha, reminds me of L. Rocky sticks, the strawberry one! I like spicy foods to but unfortunately there's some problem with my tongue. So i can't eat much of those. And changmin's really good at spicy foods. He can eat up till level 10 spicyness and he says 'oh this a lil bit spicy compare to level 8'. Wow changmin you rawks! x]. There's sej test next friday. F1-3. And i haven't even complete f3. Diesss~ but whatever i can't for pmr to begin. Cause after pmr, I will go to HMV at sg and yes! gotta shop for dvd and cdssss. buahahahahah scary much? lol

p.s. Sorry, pan i know i'm annoying. Not your fault for letting me to read it. Just that there's a lil bit objections at ur posts. Alright, i'll shut the hell up.




:X
Saturday, July 12, 2008, 11:29 PM

Currently playing: KAT-TUN - Keep The Faith


Oh so sad. 'L change the world' is not nice. The story line were upside down. All mess up. And is nothing gotta do with death note at all. Argh wasted! I thought it was suppose to be nice and bro actually bought the original dvd of it. Cause you know, he collects. And i would too if u give me moneyy. Heh. But anyway, L is still as adorable as ever. I like the way he is. altho he is like a goddamn weirdo but i likeyyy :D. And i watched 'T' tour, de 3rd live tour of dongbang on youtube. Mum watched with me. Lol. I love it when people realise how great dbsk are. Haha. Cause i seriously felt dbsk are superbsss. Don't agree with me? w-h-a-t-e-v-e-r :)

p.s. my life had never revolves around anyone before. *i swear! and sorry pan, after reading ur blog, totally don't feel good with it. 1stly, cause you make me feel gay. & 2ndly, i'm indirectly a bad friend?





☆ living upon a star
Friday, July 11, 2008, 8:40 PM

Currently playing: NEWS - Cherish


OHMY dongbang kills!
And kim's killing me softly. She sent me few pictures and omg, really killing me softly :D



Kim says: This is love. Ohyea hit it! :)

More to go but my pc's a lil bit laggy today so maybe i will make it tomorrow. Heh. Evelyn's absent today. Overslept =.= She's emo plus lazy. Lifeless la dia. Aihhh. Oh so i spent my whole afternoon on the pc today. On youtube. For tohoshinki ;D. I'm watching this video clip, Tohoshinki and a girl band in japan, Perfume. Dunno who are there but to me, they ain't great tho. They diss jae xP. I watched half way, and the other part's not upload. ohwtf. Don't upload la if you don't have the full episodes. ISH! smartass. And in another one, changmin's talking about guys nowadays. He say's 99.9% of normal guys and 0.01% of special ones. 99.9% of those guys watched 'special video'. Audience starts to 'wooooooooo'. I did too. Lol. And the host asked, you're in the 99.9% too? Min answered honestly, i'm proud to be one xD'. Then micky says, all of them 5 knows that, cause there's once when jaejoong and himself were checking out on websites to download songs. But as usual, they dunno what to do. So they asked for changmin's help. Changmin click here and there(that's what micky says) like a pro and ended up saying, 'Opps sorry. i forget i'm only good on videos'. Seriously laugh my ass off! and changmin's mum was there. Argh! and i lose the link for that video :(. Or not you can watch it yourself. Aish!


,she's in the dongbang mood A-gain :D

Btw, Sej test is on next friday. F1-3. And the teachers tell it to us, today. Oh wadda heck? nananana. gonna do some revision now. Bubblybubblebubbye :)




Shall say, whatever.
Wednesday, July 9, 2008, 7:34 PM

Nothing wrong to be emo, hello?
Everyone have emotions and i feel,
upset and moody is not e-m-o so i'm not one. BLEH! :P


. lalala .


My piano exam's next monday. I'm scared of course. I dunno whether am i prepared or not but ahh dunno what to do. I've been practicing everyday. And if i still fail the exam, then i shall stop. Or wait, no, i'll keep on retaking until i past. OHYEH WEIJIA YOU'RE AWESOME! lmao. I'm so bored so i check out a few websites about cup cakes. The cuppacake shop, in kl right? I think that place would be heavens for me. Nicely decorated cup cakes, ilikeyy :D. And seriously i wanted to pursue further in this. I meant culinary arts. Lol. Check this out, http://www.crumbsanddoilies.blogspot.com/.
This cupcake place, i guess it's some where at UK. But i honestly admire the person who decorated those cupcakes. It's art. Omg i'm so obsessed with cupcakes now. Not the taste but the art. Should try out making myself after trials or pmr. Heh.

Szeyen's making me goddamn worried of her. She's deeply emo lately. She don't look like she is but i know she is. She don't tell me how she felt but all i know, she's upset. No matter what it takes, i'm always the best listener. Really and trust me. I'm always around, choongszeyen :).
And yea, so long farewell qianwei. Gonna miss you, i guess XD


p.s. am having a bad urge, imy




Upset?
Tuesday, July 8, 2008, 8:41 PM

Currently playing: NEWS - 希望~Yell~

See he loves me :D
Mikey adorable much, ilovehim


I've got nothing much to blog about nowadays. Just that i seriously want everyone to know i'm perfectly fine now. Although things had never go the way i wanted to. But i'll learn to take things the way they are. I heard anqi says that Suju's gonna be in M'sia on the 2nd of August. OUHSOUHZOUSSSS! Hangyuk! Donghae! Of all days they come before trials. And in my heart, thank god is not DBSK! or not i guess you will see me dead in sch tomorrow. Haas a lil bit dramatic i know. Alright. I'm desperately waiting for dongbang's new album. Grrrrr. Bila mau keluar?? Seriously i'm gonna get it once it's out. I need to see their mv and all :C. You can say i'm overly obsessed over dbsk but i can tell you, 'Durh, i am. Proud to be one tho :)'. My mum's influence by me. You know, sometimes after school and i get in the car, she's listening to the 'T' album of mine. HAHHAH. Mum, you got it :D. Gotta go study now. Today's gonna be my math day. I'm superb stupid at it. Ja-ne


p.s. Friends, see the difference? I'm happy already ^^




Hello again *smiles :)
Sunday, July 6, 2008, 3:00 PM

Currently playing: Tohoshinki - Hello again

I AM BACK YO!
yes yes weijia is back again :D


Alright no more worries people. I'm totally fine now. Szeyen's like saying i'm so miserable and stuff. Eve asked me whether am i alright. Pan and suchi too. Dan's saying i sound like i'm gonna commit suicide but NAH! i won't la dummy. Yes i'm really down this past few days but i would definitely won't do something that will harm myself. And i think, people, ignore my past few post cause i'm gonna forget stuff. No use having memories that are not sweet :). Actually part of me were happy cause seriously i didn't know so many people who actually does care and concern about me. So i'm dumb for not realising those this past few days but i am now. and THANKS A BUNCH PEOPLE! LOVELOVELOVEYOUALL! ohyeah, thanks kaiwen too. For this time only lol


:DDDDDDDDD*


I cried just now. LOL. Dad la. His fault. He accidently hammered his finger and omg blooddddd D: so i quickly grab some tissues and plaster and he still keep on with his work and ignoring his finger. So you know, damn sam tung la see him liddet. My tears blast out and i shouted, 'Just move over here and let me look at ur finger!'. Then he smiles so cheekily. Really wanna smack him at that time. Make me cry. But he's alright now. Heh. Btw, i'll take this chance to apologise to qianwei again. yongqianwei, gomenasai! we'll make it next time alright? alright gonna off for dongbang. Byes




Fade away
2:48 AM

Currently playing: Mr.Children - しるし


I waited so long yesterday, yet you didn't online. How i tell you?? fuck! Been weeks you didn't online, text you and did not reply then die la. I'm really damn fed up. VERY FED UP! If you are avoiding me, i dunno why you are. Cause i've done nothing wrong. So since stuff go on like this, then i think i should. I will not regret what will be done. But seriously i dunno what to do. Nothing can be done. Even szeyen got speehless, so am i. And being unappreciated really hurts alot. And i think i'm gonna die really soon. My left side diaphragm hurts like hell much. I dunno why. Been months like that and now it's getting worse. Mum force me to go check up but i wouldn't. Nevermind. Maybe i'm already reaching the ending of my life. Good la. Be in a sleep forever and care-less everthing that's happening around. I know i'm crazy to have all this thoughts but i'm a serious phycho now. Friends say i'm different already. I know. I'm emo. So so emo lately. And i really hate who i am now but i couldn't help it. Yes, maybe time. More time and i'll be better. I guess.

i hate today's post :(

i just watched Hey!x3 at youtube featuring NEWS. It's goddamn funny and i'm glad i still have emotions. I laugh :D. Ryo's really cute and tegoshi too. I love blondes *giggles

Suchi, THANKS!

i've just read ur blog and you're not a bad friend or a failure. No worry as long as ure appreciated by me. And thanks again, ily <3

Friends?.

p.s. confession is the solution. Alot more better now :)





Rain of L.O.V.E
Friday, July 4, 2008, 9:28 PM

The shared umbrella :) [アイアイ傘 ]





"Yamanai ame da ne..." Kimi wa utsumuita
Sono kata ga nurenai you kasa wo katamuketa
Kimi wa boku miage sukoshi yori sotta ne
Egao no mama ude wo daite chiisaku furuete iru
Chanto kyou wa kono omoi wo tsutaerunda
Kimi no koto akireru hodo suki ni natta
Aiai gasa no naka de komotta kanjou mo sunao ni tsutaenai mama
Owari ni shinai you ni toori sugiru ame ga sekashiteru
Chikazuita futari no amakoi
"Mou sugu ie da ne..." kimi wa utsumuita
Namae yonde me ga atte mo ienai koto ga aru yo
Chanto kyou wa kono omoi wo tsutaerunda
Kimi no koto akireru hodo suki ni natta
Ashita mo ame ga fure to negatte shimau boku no kakera mo uso ja nai kara
Hikari ga koboreta toki toori sugiru ame ga waratteru yo
Modokashii futari no amakoi
Aiai gasa no naka de komotta kanjou mo sunao ni tsutaenai mama
Owari ni shinai you ni toori sugiru ame ga sekashiteru
Chikazuita futari no amakoi


translation of aiai gasa
“The rain doesn’t stop...” You were looking down
To make that shoulder not wet, I inclined my umbrella over you
You looked up on me and laid on me a little
With that smile, you held my hand, I was a little trembling
Today I feel that I want to tell you this feeling
I amazedly love you
Under the shared umbrella, I can’t tell you about my hidden feeling honestly
It seems the rain wouldn’t stop, but it passed in a rush
It was close to our rain of love
“I almost reached my house…” You were looking down
I called your name, our eyes met, but I couldn’t say it
Today I feel that I want to tell you this feeling
I amazedly love you
It’s not a lie that I hope tomorrow will be raining
When the lights overflowing, the passing rain laughed at me
It distracted our rain of love
Under the shared umbrella, I can’t tell you about my hidden feeling honestly
It seems the rain wouldn’t stop, but it passed in a rush
It was close to our rain of love



***


I love this song effin much. I guess i had already repeat this for thousands of time. HAHA. Lyrics were cute and sweet so are tegoshi and massu ;). So people, watch that pv of theirs *wink
Today is as usual, boring! I think i get alot better di, emotionally. Squash meeting today but we don't seems we're playing squash instead of badminton and rope jumping :D. Alright ... it was a tag game. Pan and i, yennee and joey, at first cause yennee left so fast when i get it, oh whatever. then evon took place. Pan and i was like a beginner in badminton cause we don't play that much and evon and joey's like already expert so we're like rats and elephants. I just dunno why joey and evon have an issue with huiyean cause is actually goddamn funny! xD. So, at least i laughed alot today. I'm hungry now altho i just ate my dinner. Argh! I MISS AUNT JENNY'S PIZZA! parmesan and mozarella~ i'm goddamn greedy now. Heh. Okay back to serious matter. Should i?? i talked to szeyen they all and ended up all of them said i should. Cause seriously i need at conclusion. But what conclusion is there that i need?? and i'm wondering if there's no procedure then what method we've got?? alright i'm getting science into this topic again. I still can't figure out what i want. I know, I WANT JAEJOONG! :D. tanweijia cut the crap! but serious la. I'm so restless lately. I wanna die. Dongbang saved me. They really do


:)


p.s. if loving someone hurt this much, then why love?




Still so so
Wednesday, July 2, 2008, 8:42 PM

Currently playing : Mariah Carey - I Stay In Love



Weijia always dunno!


I didn't want to dunno. I thought it was but it wasn't now. So how?? Should i or not? Alright i know many of you all don't know what i'm crappin now. I crap alot lately :X. Things that don't make sense at all but to me, it does. Friends, thanks for your concern. Appreciate it loads but sometimes, gimme some time. All i need is time, thank you :). What more to talk to about. I dunno, a-gain. Then why am i blogging?? =.= OHYEAH! today, i saw a bitch. She already have one go stick to that one la. Why stick over here? Lan sook all. Get a freaking alive la ass. You think you're great but you ain't what you think and yet just at my finger tips. My god i am so hatred. But sorreh, i'm weird lately. Open day was lame. And mum don't even give a damn to whatever the teacher says cause that form teacher of mine, she sucks! BUAHAHAHAHA XD. Okeii i think that's all for today. Gotta update more soon. Tegomass's Aiai Gasa is damn superb. I love it and it's addicting again. Massu's voice completely adorable and pretty tegoshi. Heh. Kibum can speak english really well and Heechul, oh so sad being the youngest :D. Suju's full house is goddamn funneiii!

p.s. if you shouted from far saying you had never love me and i'll turn back and say,'Yes, i knew it all this while, thank you'.

bye -





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