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Friday, January 30, 2009, 10:31 PM
Soundtrack: Stars, by FT Island Holy Jae, Min and Ho woar checkers :D Holy i really want Jae :/ Things had changed.
Thursday, January 29, 2009, 6:50 PM
Soundtrack: Irony, by Wonder Girls
Strong Baby MV by SeungRi feat JiYong. So sweet of Dbsk and SuJu at the ending part of SBS Gayo Daejeun. LeeTeuk and EunHyuk fooling around with YunHo :D &, can i say i love you every once a day? ^^p.s. i love you. REDSTAR and MARCTENSIA wtih Fangirlmitz petitions to you.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009, 4:18 PM
Oh i was just helping to spread this news around. I am a faithful Cassie (: and and, also hoping this to come true! Click to enlarge.(I don't mind if you hotlink to spread this one ;D)
People! We hold hands together and make this happen! Oh Wohbin Quits FT Island! And now, i'm at the edge of my life. I am very honest now that i truthfully feel like dying. Yes i'm obsessive. I'm a superb fanatic fangirl but dudes, this is serious matter. How could WohBin just leave the band like this? What is he doing for heaven's sake. Though he's not my favourite but hello I BOUGHT ALL FT ISLAND ALBUMS! And hello you're the hyung of the group. ... I have no fcuking mood right now. I swear God i'm cursing the most in my whole lifetime. ilyforeverever.
Monday, January 26, 2009, 1:00 AM
![]() Happy Birthday YOUNGWOONGJAEJOONG! ohmyhero. He may be the face I can't forget The trace of pleasure or regret May be my treasure or the price I have to pay He may be the song the summer sings May be the chill the autumn brings May be a hundred different things Within the measure of a day He may be the beauty or the beast May be the famine or the feast May turn each day into a heaven or a hell He may be the mirror of my dreams The smile reflected in a stream He may not be what he may seem inside him shell He who always seems so happy in a crowd Whose eyes can be so crowded and so proud No one's allowed to see them when they cry He may be the love that cannot hope to last May come to me from shadows of the past But I'll remember till the day I die He may be the reason I survive The why and wherefore I'm alive The one I'll care for through the rough in many years Me, I'll take his laughter and his tears And make them all my souvenirs For where he goes I've got to be The meaning of my life is he He... He... credits to Fangirlmitz. Holy holy i woke up this morning and i can't stop saying Happy Birthday Jae, Happy Birthday Jae :D See how much i love him. LOL. I scheduled this blog yesterday so don't get confused with the time. I am so so SO SAD :( I can't upload more pictures of Jae. What's wrong with le blogger??!! I can't upload those pictures i edited wtf. Nevermind as long as i did still post this up ^^ Once again, HAPPYBIRTHDAYTOMYPRETTYFACEYETPRETTYHEARTLOVERBOY! <3 i wish i could celebrate for him :/ * Not forgetting, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! so how's everyone's day goin on? my new year is very lame. Really. I've been gambling the whole day. And i didn't win what a bad luck. I miss those time when granny was stil around. The day before yesterday. Went out with AiChia for lunch :D And, her brother joined us. So there was happy moment, and very angry moments. So sorry for this moment. I am very sleepy. BYEBYE! My new resolutions.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009, 10:35 PM
Soundtrack: Best Friend, by Younha I'm gonna make a new resolution for myself. Life isn't that complicated if you take it in another way. This unknown girl i saw at school today gave me lots of inspiration of being grateful in life. And i swear to God, i will be.
Sometimes, i really do think God's, confusing i would say. That day i was just so down, and today, i saw too many people, that is more unlucky than i am. Somehow is like God wanna wake me up reminding me not to blame -him. omg i'm sucha fanatic now XD Just talked to AiChia on Skype just now. She's such an ass XD still miss her, and she's coming back soon. YEEPS! worth being happy for :D I've miss out so much on Dbsk. Gah D: Add Maths kills!!! I am 100% suck at it -.- Doing Add Maths the whole evening. Where got time to ber-dongbang? I still hate homeworks! I kept on hearing people saying Dbsk's coming to Msia and stuff and i saw Kim's personal message at that What's New part saying that too. I'm like O.o Is it for real? ISITFORREALISITFORREALISITFORREAL!!?? And, if they really are, i totally believe God have eyes (: Okay i gotta ciao for Fangirlmitz. Hoho Ja-ne! More than anything.
Monday, January 19, 2009, 9:20 PM
Bad day.A real bad one today. I really wish today was just a dream that i could just wake up and return back to reality. Why is everything this bad? Why it must all come at once? Please... just one day of happiness. I miss last year. I want my last year back. More than anything else. I can give up Dbsk for just that last year. You won't get it how much i miss last year. I want my AiChia back. I want my MinLi back. I want the six of us back. I want that crazy moment of us back. I want everything back. I really do have the hardest moment right now. And, i have the most most deep deep heartache now. Dear God, I seriously deserve better. please bless those that i care. Never.
Sunday, January 18, 2009, 12:41 PM
Soundtrack: Wishing On A Star, by Wonder Girls Yes i totally have no objections. Life's unfair. And sometimes when you pray so hard for things but God doesn't seems to help. Or even bother. Who could i turn to? * Went to Parade with AnQi and SzeYen after school yesterday. And Jien came and joined us. Ah we grab lots of magazines and OMO this month's epop got Jaejoongie's poster! :D That made my day. See i'm an easy happy person so God, please treat me better. Went home together after that. SzeYen fetch us all home (: Actually i love being with them both sometimes too. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Yes ily. And i totally love pictures like this. Familylove and how i wish Jae to be my brother! Them both totally look alike. He had never change. I bet Cassies will recognise him (:I'll say out loud. ILOVEKIMJAEJOONG! re-edited. Self updates.
Friday, January 16, 2009, 9:28 PM
Soundtrack: La La La, by SG Wannabe Woah i did many sins today :D I downloaded loads and loads and loads of songs by SG Wannabe. And that La La La song, is nice. Ha Ha Ha by Dbsk lol. Dbsk's Don't Forget Me is superb. i love love love it very muchie. And yes i guess i should probably get a Ipod since i'm quite a music freak. No, i AM a music freak :D * ![]() I absolutely crave for pictures like these. No not the holding hands and stuff. *mum and dad's watching American Idol omg that asshole don't join la. sing like crap. I can even sing better than him. shut up la spoil my ears. OMGIMSUCHAMEANIE! Ah lama tak fangirl XD Shindong: Why do you like Xiah Junsu so much?! Why do you want to get to know him so much?! For the audio, go to Fangirlmitz.blogspot. And i seriously did hear SeungRi sobbing while talking. But i really think JunSu is someone worth loving that much for O: I actually don't like people go tattoo their bodies and stuff but this is pretty much with meanings. It was Jae's back. No not because it was Jae. Go to http://www.soycheesee.blogspot.com/ for the descriptions. I really like the words curve that way.
p.s. Why am i always treated this way? I deserve better! Homeworks.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009, 10:43 PM
D:No. Ohmy lots of homework. Gah exhausted! Actually maybe it's not alot but dei it's been like 6 months i did not touch all this homework stuff. And Add Maths is killing! and Chemistry toooooooooooo T_____________________T thank God Yennee helped. Fuh she's like the best human being, for today :D And she says, means i'm bad before this? oh like durh lol XD Ah and i'm gonna abandon my BooJ in Pet Society. Very lazy to take care of it and somehow, i got bored of it too. and definitely, not free to bother about it so yeah, sorry BooJ :D I wanted to blog more but it's 10:58pm already. I've gotta sleep earlier. Nights people. Point at me.
Monday, January 12, 2009, 9:35 PM
Soundtrack: Memorize, by FT Island
* So what now? Pictures taken last month. Bought all this at HMV and holy thank god AnQi was there if not i might not stop shopping for CDs and DVDs :D Holy you can let me stay in HMV forever ^^![]() ![]() ![]() I love this album most! Why? Of the colours! I know poor picture quality :(![]() ![]() Lots more merchandise in this Remember album but didn't take any picture of it.I should have grab Super Junior H's Cooking? Cooking! and Super Junior M's Me! I wanna go revise on Maths now. Love bye love.
Sunday, January 11, 2009, 4:02 PM
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Gotta wake up early again tomorrow. Forget about that first. Because, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS! :D dearest fhei, may your dreams come true and god bless always. truly from heart, loveyou* with AnQi, SzeYen, Law, Ying, and Joyce. Yeah i know with very different people this time and i know, we went to Kbox a-gain. Apparently we can still go hyper and crazy like nobody's business. So pictures? :D Ohyeah we totally made lots of noise! :D Mr. Dolphinkawaiixiahjunsu's pose ^^ i know i failed. They said they wanted the Jae pose end up doing the Dbsk SuJu pose but i'm still sticking to Hero :D![]() Hoho pout! XD not inpersonating Jae but someone else LOL. This AnQi can never stop pouting since after that.![]() Aiyor aiyor... look at that SzeYen. Aihh HAHA. That ass Law say i so lucky. Got like two club girl sticking to me -.-![]() Babi i hate this picture cause i look like Actually there's more with AnQi. Okay i gotta go. p.s. i just realised that the violin part from Love Bye Love by Dbsk, JunSu did rap right? :D and i totally love that violin part so spot it humans! Brand new.
Friday, January 9, 2009, 9:08 PM
New class.New environment. New subjects. New teachers D: No more orchidian oh so sad. The teachers announced our classes yesterday. Sadly i can't get in accounts. Too many people apply for that. And whatudu? Cause i'm not smart that's why. 4 Kekwa was the pure Science and Accounts class. 45 students :O. I got into 4 Bunga Raya. I'm in a way, glad you know :D. Cause that 4 Kekwa class, all smart smart asses and, i will definitely die there. Evelyn and AnQi, got into the same class with me. And this time, together with Jean, Law, Ying they all. MinLi seperated from us :/ SzeYen and HuiYean was in 4 Kekwa but SzeYen was totally dead yesterday and she managed to switch to my class so yeah. And now, totally the whole big jing gang of us in 4 BR :D I am actually now kinda stress already. Don't say i'm crazy people. Don't blame me for being crazy. I just flip through add maths, Chemistry and others. I totally went o.O How i manage? How i cope? Maybe end of the year you read newspaper saw the header, 'Teenage girl went suicide after continuing her education to higher secondary!' Who knows dude? Oh noooooo touch wood i won't go suicide :D My quote of the year, D-E-T-E-R-M-I-N-A-T-I-O-N Can't blame i'm worried. I'm having my piano exam this year too. Grade 8 somemore. Very tough you know. Maybe you won't understand but i bet, pianist who have gone through this will know. Normally people take two years to complete their grade 8 but i doing it for a year. I didn't want it to interrupt my Spm next year. And yeah, determination TANWEIJIA! RM450 per-sitting for the practical examination. It's the money that counts people D: * Btw, Bolero's PV was out! okay maybe i was too late for this but hello? I'MSUPERBTHEHAPPY! I just random click for it at YouTube and OMG. So this MV got the ballet concept. Not quite a bad idea but i think i prefer Doushite more than this. The song i meant. The MV, Bolero's better cause lots of shot of them compared to Doushite. I damn like the chorus part. Very give-goosebumps-ing. :D And the ending part of Jae, where he winks. For your information, that part isn't very obvious but i saw it cause you know, i totally observed Jae's overall :D Overall, i still love DongBangShinKi! aka Tohoshinki aka TongVfang Xien Qi bla still that five honey dorks! ^^ And i heard there was a 4th Live Tour Concert by them. Damn sure won't be at Malaysia la so nothing much i should be happy about. And i'm sad i wasn't at Singapore. If not i might get to get the Bolero singles :) && MIROTIC THE CHINESE VERS! I like it when they speak or sing in foreigners' language. And very funny lor their chinese XD but i have no rights to laugh at their chinese language since mine was not that good either. Lyrics for the RAP part~ i admit it, honestly, the rapping part was quite funny :D p.s. i still want the Dbsk 2009 calendar. GEE.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009, 10:17 PM
OMGeeeeeeeeeeeee.^ Gee, by Girls' Generation. Oh no no no no no no NOOOOOOOOO. Don't misund. I'm not promoting Snsd's 1st mini album and stuff. The reason i'm blogging about this is i totally got lots to comment about this MV of my quite not like-able band :D Btw, no offense to those in concern. Actually Snsd, I really can't like them. Why??? Cause i really dislike Jessica LOTS! Sunny too! But i think Tiffany and Yuri's quite pretty. And mum was just watching the MV together with me and she says, 'OI! Why got one guy geh?!? Why that girl below there so big geh??'. Again, no offense. Everyone got their rights to comment alright. I don't think this MV was catchy like what that fella wrote at the comment box, YouTube there. I don't think this song was thatttt bad la. Not bad. But not very good though. And, MinHo's featured in this MV. No comment cause i'm not a big fan of SHINee but i kinda like JongHyun and TaeMin :D Who cares? Those two was not feature wert. Buahaha. I actually thought Snsd will just break down like that and be gone in entertainment line but holy they came back D: Haha jokes. Don't hit me fans of Girls' Generation. :) * Open my inbox and i saw an email by AiChia. So i can't blog long here. Gotta reply her mail. Is way more important then what i'm doing here alright ^^ And, I don't think i will be blogging much this year till maybe weekends or holidays. Will be very busy with the school subjects and school projects. Plus, i normally don't online during school days. *Dbsk's in Beijing now. :/ p.s. I kinda dislike school now. And, i love my header :D School starts.
Monday, January 5, 2009, 9:37 PM
Soundtrack: Amigo, by SHINee Already. Ahh it's boring. Worse 1st day of school ever. I meant the damn orientation dudes. I can't even get a word from those teachers talking at the front. Is not that i don't want to listen but i can't listen -.- I am definitely not bringing a bag to school tomorrow! And AnQi MinLi Evelyn they all were very funny today. Also the another way of funny. They say i should go be a nun O.O I totally want them be gone that moment. No la jokes. There's a conversation before they said that but i got really pissed at that moment :). Sorry dudes! I'll control my temper. :D Reached school not very early today. And saw Kim, Kai, Dan at first. So joined them. Kim's like leaving on Feb :/ And honestly honestly HONESTLY speaking, i miss AiChia. I meant i used to spend my mornings with her. And now knowing everyday there won't be her around me anymore. I AM NOT GAY. But she's my friend okay. My one i would say great friend. and that depends if she still stay the same eventhough she's at singapore :/ I so wanna go fangirl now. Not much time left. byeeeeee. p.s. I wanna watch Death Note 2!!! though the anime's better but i kinda like the L guy. SHhhhhh :D Oh HongKi :S
Sunday, January 4, 2009, 4:25 PM
HONGKI'S HOSPITALIZED?!? D:
Omg what i guessed was true! They are actually having a concert in Japan?!? School reopens tomorrow. p.s. I'm so gonna watch Ehb all over again. And also BigEast Dvd RIGHTNOWCAUSEIMFREAKINGBORED! January.
Friday, January 2, 2009, 9:49 PM
Soundtrack: You Are Love, by FT Island I had never regret getting FT Island's Colourful Sensibility Album. Is like 2009 already. And it's really sad knowing year 2008 will never come back anymore. So why people celebrate New Year? Celebrate Farewell la lol. I'm pretty happy today. Bye wanna watch more vids ^^ p.s. ChangMinnie: Only when the five of us are together, can be called TVXQ~ p.s.s I love Dbsk :) |
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