cinnamonlove,
Farewell.
Friday, September 19, 2008, 1:40 PM

Currently playing: One Love, by Super Junior

I always don't have a title for my post so let's make it simple.
Make today's post titled, Farewell.
Bro's leaving on Sunday. He'll start school on Monday. Though he was just leaving for KL but somehow, i think is superb far for me. He won't be coming back to Ipoh so often, he told me. So how? Everyone's leaving me behind. My family i meant. Elder bro at Cambodia. Don't know when's he coming back cause he went down there for business. Sis will leave home next year, to Singapore maybe. After her STPM. And i'm gonna be alone. With mum and dad. And the next who will be leaving would be me. Leaving mum and dad all alone behind. Mum was telling me that day, that she don't know what will it be when we all leaves. And i cried. I'll definitely miss her and i don't wanna make her ever fell lonely. But she said, we all got our stuff to do someday. That's not wrong but again, how? I seriously miss those times when i was a baby. Bro cuddle me and stuff. Oh those are the time. And about my brother leaving this Sunday, i'm totally so sad about it and i will cry. I'm so gonna miss him.

My classmate, YanMei, leaving school to further her studies at Singapore. She got the ASEAN scholarship thing. Somehow, congratulations to her but the another hand, everyone's sad for her leaving. HuiYean cried yesterday and i'm losing a mama. YanMei was my Mama and i was her baby. Pretty sweet huh? Talking on Singapore, AiChia might be goin there too. So see, everyone's leaving. Why must they always leave us behind? The one who's goin won't feel the pain like we do. On next Monday, AiChia will be going to Singapore for the test. Honestly, i didn't want her to go. We didn't want her to go but deep in our heart, she got our blessing. Goodluck Ka. The another 'Ka' of mine.

Total depression.


Super Junior's 'Hate You, Love You'. Translation;
I want to hate you,
I'm tired of seeing you happy with another person
I had to send you away without you knowing why
It happened so long ago, the feelings are probably all gone now

I tried so hard to erase you
But I can't help it that it's impossible too,
Please stay next to my side

*Nothing's changed except that I'm alone
I tried to believe that I would find another love
But now it's even hard to breath
My sorrow over you keeps getting bigger and bigger
I just can't seem to erase you from my head

I want to hate you
I'm tired of watching you pretend that you've forgotten me
I hate myself for living each day without any strength
I try my best to change but it just won't

I tried so hard to erase you
But I can't help it that it's impossible too,
Please stay next to my side

*Nothing's changed except that I'm alone
I tried to believe that I would find another love
But now it's even hard to breath
My sorrow over you keeps getting bigger and bigger
I just can't seem to erase you from my head

I was going to send you away without any grudges
I believed that I'd be able to take the pain
But it just keeps getting deeper, this sorrow
I can't withstand this anymore, I'm disliking you more and more..

*Nothing's changed except that I'm alone
I tried to believe that I would find another love
But now it's even hard to breath
My sorrow over you keeps getting bigger and bigger
I just can't seem to erase you from my head

*
On DBSK's new album,주문/MIROTIC!, i'm a lil confused with how much or i could say type they are releasing. I just hook on to a site and i saw there's 4version o.O? I'm wondering which one is the best. oh so can't wait! And 'T' Tour DVD, still not available in Ipoh D: I'm gonna get it soon i'm at Singapore. Oh about the SM Town concert at Thailand again, I'm requesting and pleasing, everyone who's sure with the tickets booking and stuff, please let me know about it cause i'm very very in a urge to go and see it. Though i might not get to go but making sure of it aint a crime right? I'm very desperate to go.
GAH! D:
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