Was sorta busy at school today. At least there's something to do then being bored and stuff. Choir practice was 'quite' fun i could say. Haas. Not fun, the word funny to replace. That stupid test for History, argh! i ain't prepared. I sleep in class, I'm on the pc or maybe the tv at home. I just don't feel like studying. But no choice la miss. And, again, restless. There's seriously something wondering around in my mind. And, i can't figure out what's that. Maybe some personal stuff again. Ohyeah, bro got so upset today. I'm worried :/. About that huge pond project at home, bro brought some koi fish home. Sadly, one of it jump out but it's save. But bleed abit. Then mum's like, 'ehh. can see? it's bleeding. ouhs' . Then bro said he can't see a thing. Elder bro says, 'Oh forget you're colourblind.' and mum, 'oh ya hor.' Bro got quite sensitive of it and went in his room. I know elder bro and mum didn't meant it. They're just saying it but didn't know my bro's still bothering about that incident. I'm worried of him. But i guess for a moment later, he'll be alright. He's a real tough guy

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Btw, Suju's on tv today. Oh hangeng :D. He speaks mandarin and alright, goddamn cute honeyy. I'm quite into suju lately. They can dance. They can sing. And they got what it takes. Hmmmm. BUT, of course, never beat down dongbang. LOL. Siwon seriously look like the twins of kangta. Are they blood related? haha.

p.s. i'm always and definitely true.

I'm total lame with weird perspective of life and i don't think anyone else could ever accept the way i am besides my family and myself :)