I waited so long yesterday, yet you didn't online. How i tell you?? fuck! Been weeks you didn't online, text you and did not reply then die la. I'm really damn fed up. VERY FED UP! If you are avoiding me, i dunno why you are. Cause i've done nothing wrong. So since stuff go on like this, then i think i should. I will not regret what will be done. But seriously i dunno what to do. Nothing can be done. Even szeyen got speehless, so am i. And being unappreciated really hurts alot. And i think i'm gonna die really soon. My left side diaphragm hurts like hell much. I dunno why. Been months like that and now it's getting worse. Mum force me to go check up but i wouldn't. Nevermind. Maybe i'm already reaching the ending of my life. Good la. Be in a sleep forever and care-less everthing that's happening around. I know i'm crazy to have all this thoughts but i'm a serious phycho now. Friends say i'm different already. I know. I'm emo. So so emo lately. And i really hate who i am now but i couldn't help it. Yes, maybe time. More time and i'll be better. I guess.

i hate today's post :(

i just watched Hey!x3 at youtube featuring NEWS. It's goddamn funny and i'm glad i still have emotions. I laugh :D. Ryo's really cute and tegoshi too. I love blondes *giggles

Suchi, THANKS!

i've just read ur blog and you're not a bad friend or a failure. No worry as long as ure appreciated by me. And thanks again, ily <3

Friends?.

p.s. confession is the solution. Alot more better now :)

I'm total lame with weird perspective of life and i don't think anyone else could ever accept the way i am besides my family and myself :)