cinnamonlove,

Dead inside

Friday, June 27, 2008, 8:35 PM

Currently playing: Kangta - Eternity

Bad day. A real bad one.

Yesterday was bad and today's worse.

So i shall buried myself and die like forever. Alright that's a real stupid thoughts of mine. Okay forget it. Whatever is it, is just a bad day.

Everything was worse than yesterday and i'm so goddamn emotionaless. Eve accidently hit my eyes with a hammer yesterday and i don't feel a thing. Eve's like so kan cheong and i look at her and laugh, 'I'm okay, no worries'. Another word, I'm dead inside. Today sucks. Pan went for a her cake party thing at secret recipe and i didn't follow cause of some emotion problem and i got nagged for not goin. Wtf! I'm really a not-so-happy kid these past few days. Cry like a baby. Shites! I hate the ME this past few days. I really feel like dying. And szeyen reminded me to think properly what's the next step i should take. I know di. I shall remain what i am last time. Not to expect anything good from happening and just move with the flow. Sucha simple conclusion i ended up with. And yea. Should be goin dinner tomorrow for Pan's bday celebration. Hope to have fun and not another suckeyy day like today.

The song i'm listening now was nice. I used to love Kangta :D. Now still, a lil bit. Heh. And i misses dongbangshinki. Can't find much about them lately. I'm so restless. Their new album, GOD can't wait no more! Argh alot more to stress about. Mum's now watching a superb violent show, ohmy i hate it and my trials on the 11th of August.

Sei lo! sei dak ge la.